Hi Lord,
Today I had to say goodbye to a lady that has been part of my life for well over a decade, and while driving to the church, I mentioned to Tim that it seems to be a time in our life where our friends are leaving us. In one day, two friends passed away. On one hand, I am devastated, on the other hand, I am happy there is no more pain, they have reached their goal of heaven. It is hard to cry when I imagine them as cancer free, dancing with their family who have already passed on.
But how long will it be before I don't open my email and expect a joke from jean, or sit down and start writing a letter to Annie?
I found myself paying for friends and classmates. I lost both my parents years ago, I have adjusted to the feeling of being an orphan. Several are now dealing with their parents being ill, struggling with a variety of health issues. So many are losing the ones closest to them and are struggling with depression, loss and loneliness.
I don't know who came up with time heals all wounds, but I found love heals better than time. My friends love and support healed me. Knowing I am not alone, that heals me. And I pray I can be the for others.
You are never alone. I love you.
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